In the loosest definition, in the most optimistic view, with butterflies mingling with the pathogens in my stomach, I have a female of the same species who shares a mutual attraction with me...
aka... I think, if you squint real hard... I have a girlfriend... which is weird, considering I don't have girlfriends...
Anyway, I'm just really confused about it, considering how it came to be (I am not telling you... don't ask) and the fact that she lives two timezones away from me (three in a month...)
I have no idea what is going on... to me, it is making no sense what so ever... but I really really want to make sense of it...